i feel terribly down today.
no any special mood.
just feel like staying home, dont wish to go anywhere!
dont know whats wrong with me.
many things came accrossed my mind this morning.
from A-Z. not a thing left out.

i try to pass my everyday to the fullest!
as happy as i could.
but sometimes, life is so unpredictable!
many thing could happen at any time.
life doesn't come with guarantees.

need a friend to share every single thing of mine.
a true and sincere friend.
a 'passer' friend is not needed.
'passer' friend means after hearing my problems, she will pass n spread around.
thats too great of her!
am really scare to 'trouble' her.
so til now, still, i insisted not to trust anyone!
no one can be trusted!
keep everything to myself.
these best explained why i always choose to smile n keep quiet when others were talking away.
the most, i only oooo, shi meh?? dui la dui la!
really scare to view out my opinion.
you guys are too scheming!!! 
sooner or later, i think i might become an autistic.
or maybe suffer from depression?
a bitta of exaggerate! hahaha -.-
but who knows right? maybe~

sigh. thats life!
i'll be better tomorrow :)